This is my first holiday without my kids or anyone, left here alone and I just layed on the couch crying. My heart is broken because NO family wants to be around because they all think I am crazy believing and Trusting Q…. I am a patriot that lost everything, and now having to split holidays because I lost my marriage 3 years ago. This is a pain that doesnt go away. I pray and I pray and the pain is still there. God please bring the Soulmate you have chosen for me I need you always Lord 🙏🏻

@miskell2024 @joey

I spent 5 years separated from my family, from my daughter who was 3 at the time her mother took her and disappeared. No-one knew where she went, left on halloween, and didn't surface until after New Years' Eve - everyone assumed she ran off with another man and took my daughter (Daddy's Girl to the max).

We divorced. Horrid custody battle still going on today, and that all started in 2015...

I sobbed, heart-wrenching snot-bubbles, self-loathing for my daughter even more than the wailing for myself.

Tonight, my daughter is with me in Florida - ecstatic and completely at peace. She knows she is loved, as do I.

I've been blessed with 3 more children since those evil months, thought the court battle rages on (next court date in FEB 2023).

All I can say is this: KEEP YOUR OIL FULL, KEEP YOUR FAITH.

GOD won't let you down - it's HIS play/plan.

I love you, and wish the pain you feel on NO-ONE.

In HIM.

For clarity:

Tonight is the first Christmas (or Christmas Eve) I've had my daughter under my roof since 2015.......!

I know the pain, all to intimately.

It's Christmas, she sleeps under my roof...

First time in seven years.

My heart is full and the ache from the past 7 years has evaporated with her words, "I love you, Dad. Merry Christmas."