Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
20 December, 10:05
This week is just difficult, spent last Christmas in hospital bedside, watching my dad die slowly until he passed Boxing day morning.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
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number uno you are not a failure because you identify whats going on ..there are many who would love to escape and as you say grow food etc away from it all.. you have skills and a big heart wanting to share them with others ....and a vision of a better future ..maybe someone on here thinks the same and would like to connect with you ,you never know what 2023 will bring us all ..much love from one anon to another ..weve got this ...christmas can be tough but theres a new year just around the corner ..lv j x
03:42 AM - Dec 23, 2022
In response Awake Elf to her Publication
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Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
03 March, 06:06
In response judi jones to her Publication
Thank you for your kind words 💚 I am throwing my heart in to growing food here, it is the only realistic way I can save to escape, as the price of everything has gone up so much.
I have even had to reduce my sons therapies (as its 3 hour round trip) as fuel is so expensive now.
I really hope 2023 is the year all our dreams come true
I have even had to reduce my sons therapies (as its 3 hour round trip) as fuel is so expensive now.
I really hope 2023 is the year all our dreams come true
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