Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
20 December, 10:05
This week is just difficult, spent last Christmas in hospital bedside, watching my dad die slowly until he passed Boxing day morning.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
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Sei qui per un motivo, non è un fallimento.
06:27 PM - Dec 22, 2022
In response Awake Elf to her Publication
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Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
03 March, 06:14
In response Franco Loperfido to his Publication
Thank you, Im trying hard to remind myself of this 💚
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Franco Loperfido
@FRA68
03 March, 07:23
In response Awake Elf to her Publication
Io ho perso mio padre in dicembre 2022....qualunque sia l'età di chi perdiamo è sempre dura farcene una ragione. Mantenere il nostro equilibrio mentale e spirituale ora è più importante che mai, per ciò che arriverà dopo. Saremo forti per aiutare gli altri, siamo qui per un motivo!
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