Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
20 December, 10:05
This week is just difficult, spent last Christmas in hospital bedside, watching my dad die slowly until he passed Boxing day morning.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
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I feel your pain. I feel like the trama is overwhelming most days too. We have deprogrammed and are treading water. You know what they say if you thread water for to long. I pray we find some relief from these financial strains soon. I love you and pray that you find some peace and joy to substain you. I pray I do too. I am with you. 🙏🏻❤️
10:46 AM - Dec 22, 2022
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Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
03 March, 06:53
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I am sorry you are suffering too, sending tonnes of love 💚
I really hope all our dreams come true this year, so many of us have gone through so much, it is hard to endure.
I really hope all our dreams come true this year, so many of us have gone through so much, it is hard to endure.
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