6 yrs ago today, I lost my wife. She was 50yrs old. texted me at work and said i needed to come home, she had the worst headache shes ever had and needed me to take her to the emergency rm. It was the last conversation i ever had with her. I found her in a coma, called the paramedics, and later was informed she had a massive brain bleed. On the 29th, I was informed it was hopeless. She was taken off life support and officially passed hrs later. From the 15th to the 29th, was absolute pure Hell. Way too much to get into. Since then, has been quite a journey in Transition,Discovery, Faith, Reflection, Rebirth, and everything in between. I have learned much from many of you here and wish to express my gratitude for helping me along my path! Much love and respect to all of you! ๐
08:37 AM - Dec 15, 2022
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ObServing HIStory
@ObServingHIStory
16 December, 09:41
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May the Good LORD guide an bless you Sir.
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Night Shift
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16 December, 09:30
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My whole heart is hugging yours right now.
I'll be 48 this Feb and if my husband and best friend lost me I would hope he would have the same strength and courage I have watched you have.
You are loved by many.
Know that.
Know that Always and forever friend.
I'll be 48 this Feb and if my husband and best friend lost me I would hope he would have the same strength and courage I have watched you have.
You are loved by many.
Know that.
Know that Always and forever friend.
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NoVacks . . .
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16 December, 09:34
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Thank you for your kind words๐
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NoVacks . . .
@NoVacks
16 December, 09:35
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15 December, 02:30
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My condolences. Praying for you Brother!
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NoVacks . . .
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15 December, 02:32
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Thank You! ๐
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15 December, 01:55
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NoVacks . . .
@NoVacks
15 December, 01:57
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Thank You!๐๐
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Cindy _MAGA
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15 December, 11:54
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So sorry for your loss ๐๐๐
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Storm Tracker
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15 December, 11:48
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Debbie Reynolds
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15 December, 11:19
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Iโm touched by your words & know your pain! I believe that our loved ones are not far from us! My Mom passed away this year & she guides me everyday! Iโm not really good at going within, meditation, etc, as I canโt quiet my mind & my Mom knows this, so I will get angel numbers or synchronicities or songs, or intuitively I will feel energies (I call them swirls) when something Iโm currently pondering over resonates!
So, I donโt know if you believe in that kind of stuff but I do know I was challenged during my Momโs transition (pure Hell), so I was angry, sad, happy, I mean the whole gammit of emotions and like you the journey back to self! Iโm not the kind of person to ask for help or support but I do know you found a good spot when you landed here on AU, and I send you peace & love when your thoughts ponder how & why you are here, guided Iโm sure by those we loved & our God given light within๐
So, I donโt know if you believe in that kind of stuff but I do know I was challenged during my Momโs transition (pure Hell), so I was angry, sad, happy, I mean the whole gammit of emotions and like you the journey back to self! Iโm not the kind of person to ask for help or support but I do know you found a good spot when you landed here on AU, and I send you peace & love when your thoughts ponder how & why you are here, guided Iโm sure by those we loved & our God given light within๐
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NoVacks . . .
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15 December, 01:56
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Thank You! ๐
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Carolyn Pav
@Boo4Trump_jackisfooked
15 December, 10:12
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@IGG1776
15 December, 09:52
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Sorry to hear Patriot ๐๐
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Felixa Unger
@FelixaUnger
15 December, 09:50
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Oh my.....such heartache to experience such a tragedy. Sound like you have been on quite a journey and your growth is a testimony to your love for your wife. God Bless you both. ๐
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15 December, 09:47
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Thanks for sharing. My sincerest condolences for your loss. May God Bless you. ๐๐๐
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Erin Smith
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15 December, 09:47
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I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you hugs, love and light ๐๐
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NoVacks . . .
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15 December, 01:58
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Thank You!๐๐
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LightAngel9 ...
@lightangel9
15 December, 09:44
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Praying for you Patriott!!! She is with you and always in your heart โค๏ธ!!! Much LOVE to you and your family!!! Take it one day at a time!!! ๐ ๐
May you be surrounded by her love, angels and happy memories of her today and ALWAYS!!! ๐ ๐ ๐น
May you be surrounded by her love, angels and happy memories of her today and ALWAYS!!! ๐ ๐ ๐น
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NoVacks . . .
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15 December, 01:59
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Thank You!
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Spheroid Earther
@SpheroidEarther
15 December, 09:40
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Much too young and what a great loss to endure. I'm sorry about your loss and peace to you.
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Gigi 1217
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15 December, 09:36
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hugs, peace and love to you friend.๐๐
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NoVacks . . .
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15 December, 02:02
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Thnak You!๐๐
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โคโคโค
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ROBIN Hippiechic
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15 December, 09:35
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So sorry for your loss.
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Kevin Askew
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15 December, 09:33
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So sorry for your sad loss. The old saying goes...That which doesn't destroy us makes us stronger. She would be so proud ๐โค๏ธ
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Sunny Star
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15 December, 09:27
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Aunt Ro#
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15 December, 09:24
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Thank you for sharing your story. There was so much pain, anxiety and hurt to go thru that and to have to make the decision to take her off life support I am sure it was heartbreaking. Such a wonderful milestone for you to be even able to talk about it. Take one hour at a time, one day at a time and one week at a time to heal from your grief. Our grief journeys are all so unique. I pray for you so you have continued strength. Our Lord is watching over you...
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NoVacks . . .
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15 December, 02:01
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Thank you!๐๐ Iโm quite sure of that
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15 December, 09:23
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โค๏ธ๐
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Serious Reesy
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15 December, 09:23
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Age of Enlightenment
@Sparrows
15 December, 09:18
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You resonate tested strength. She would be proud.
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Blessed Okie
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15 December, 09:16
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NoVacks . . .
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15 December, 02:03
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Pray 4 Good
@RedHotDot
15 December, 09:13
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want to say something inspirational but i got nothing
Just we are all,on this journey together we wake together
and lean on one another collectively we will rejoice
Just we are all,on this journey together we wake together
and lean on one another collectively we will rejoice
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American Girl
@Americangirl
15 December, 09:05
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we're here for you. ty for sharing. what i think imo is that alot forget that we are humans regardless of the knowledge we've obtained over the yrs. some days are better than others and its when we're in those moments that we should pull together as a family. most of us i believe have minimal families and this has become our new home and family. its nice to know that most of the time we can tell one another about our thoughts feelings and emotions here. i personally find au to be my comfort zone, even though i still find that some here still think that they are better than others. i hope your day is spent with happy memories and love. if not talk to us, we'll alwaus be here for you.
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NoVacks . . .
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15 December, 09:10
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๐ agree! and ty!
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Nugget Patriot
@Spanknurace1
15 December, 09:02
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My wish for you would to not to relive the 15-29 but instead just remember all the amazing happy times with your wife. God bless you. Sending many positive vibes and prayers.
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Nugget Patriot
@Spanknurace1
15 December, 09:16
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I should have said not to have to relive.
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Carol Roberts
@InHisHolyName
15 December, 08:59
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May God continue to guide and comfort you as your journey this life without your precious wife at your side. She is waiting for you and your heavenly reunion will be joyous. Hold fast to this future hope. God bless you. ๐
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