I recently made a new twitter account, as my old one has been permanently suspended. Today it was suspended also, for breaking twitter rules. I was using it mainly to read others tweets, and making a harmless comment here or there.

Feeling a bit defeated today. I watch videos that are supposed to fill us in on the going's on, but don't know who to believe anymore. They all seem like shysters. I think movies like Died Suddenly are made to bring our vibes down.

So, is the best thing to do is just meditate and pray and go into a semi dream state of oblivion until the shit passes? It helps me stay at peace, and aren't we supposed to defeat demons by staying at peace?

It is a conundrum. NO ONE in my life is awake, this stuff isn't awakening them, it just isn't. I have no one to talk to, except my dog. I just want to have conversation, not one sentence here and there online. This is not for the feint of heart.

God bless you all. Who is God by the way? All Questions, no answers.

I understand and relate to what you're feeling. For no apparent reason, my spirits have been low the past week or so. I'm finding this ongoing battle is making me weary, and sometimes I wish I could just crawl under the covers until it all goes away.

I also have no idea who I can trust, if anyone, and that includes DJT. I wonder if anyone is working for our best interests. And if not, there really isn't much we can do about it. I just keep going about my business as well as I can and hope for the best.

Thank goodness I have my husband, but he and I are alone in our respective families. And we live in a rural community, which is about as awake as you can expect everyone to be. Most of us snicker when we see Let's Go Brandon bumper stickers and flags in our yards.

Yet it's still very hard to keep a positive attitude when everything we see around us seems to be getting worse and worse.