before the brake out, i used to support all my family especially when members wanted to travel, used to help them financially and when the covid broke out and during lockdowns I supported all of them as i run my own business, once the vaxx rolled out and became mandatory they stood in line to take the shot i tried my best with them yet they keep repeating the same narrative " we are not convinced but we have to take it to travel and live our freedom!!! now and during gathering they talk about traveling and planning right in front of me and they sometimes ask for financial support yet I am semi broke and all I gain is survival money this shit hurts but in god I trust.