The time has passed. So much has happened. I feel me powerless in the face of the current situation, I think I failed in several details that would make all the difference... by fear? for cowardice? by decision? I do not remember

In the midst of my loneliness and chaos, my strength fades away....
I have been thinking about what should I do..... Do I plans? Do I live without new goals? It seems there is no many options for now that my dream vanished .....

My weakness becomes strong in the power of God.

Your prayers are much appreciated my beloveds frens! Lift up my soul with your good thoughts.