Unfortunately, you can, much sicker (not trying to diminish this sick fucker's adventures). What will soon be revealed, if you have not seen examples being slowly leaked recently (be careful digging around too deeply in places like telegram, for example), I learned the hard way. You cannot unsee things and you don't really know the extent of the effects of seeing this evil until you try to go to sleep. And the disturbances you feel afterwords? It's called trauma. I am not in anyway assuming that you or the reader did not already know that.