28 October, 07:54
It is a bittersweet day for me with 5Y∆. I have struggled in ways that don't belong in public. Helping others with clarity, encouragement, and amusement has given me diversionary purpose. The underlying wounds and fractures are still there and are not yet healed.
In an odd way the resolution of the Q matter with truth and justice, and even newfound financial freedom, doesn't help and makes it worse. The basic problem of "who am I?" and what I identify with hasn't advanced much. The sense of self built on the mind and body (not spirit) brings a tricky legacy.
"A policeman's lot is not a happy one" goes the old song, and maybe it's true of all protector activities including being a (digital) warrior. There's an innate sadness in being called upon to sacrifice and suffer because fools, cowards, and sociopaths only care about themselves. Why me, why now, why here? I just wanted to be left alone.
Still seeking inner peace... have my internal calms and storms going on.
In an odd way the resolution of the Q matter with truth and justice, and even newfound financial freedom, doesn't help and makes it worse. The basic problem of "who am I?" and what I identify with hasn't advanced much. The sense of self built on the mind and body (not spirit) brings a tricky legacy.
"A policeman's lot is not a happy one" goes the old song, and maybe it's true of all protector activities including being a (digital) warrior. There's an innate sadness in being called upon to sacrifice and suffer because fools, cowards, and sociopaths only care about themselves. Why me, why now, why here? I just wanted to be left alone.
Still seeking inner peace... have my internal calms and storms going on.
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I can never say I know how someone feels but what you're experiencing resonates with me
It sounds like it's time to pull back from the battlefield a bit & be kinder to yourself
There's a saying that goes something to the effect that if you don't fill your own cup from time to time you can't offer it to someone else without severely depleting yourself
I do encourage you to keep posting your photographs, because you have a genuine gift for it & it fills your cup without depleting it when you share them with others
Blessings ❤️
It sounds like it's time to pull back from the battlefield a bit & be kinder to yourself
There's a saying that goes something to the effect that if you don't fill your own cup from time to time you can't offer it to someone else without severely depleting yourself
I do encourage you to keep posting your photographs, because you have a genuine gift for it & it fills your cup without depleting it when you share them with others
Blessings ❤️
10:17 AM - Oct 28, 2022
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