Vincent, I can definitely spend time as the resident debbie downer, perhaps it's a generational curse or just being curmudeonly...but I have to confess...so much has overwhelmed me recently, that I have cried out to our G_d(h/t to @vincentkennedy ) so much for relief. And....he has provided. Our Creator wants for us to need him , to rely on him, to love him fully! The peace I have felt today, the peace I was able to pass on to my family members who are in need, has been otherworldly. Thank you dear one.