I know the feeling… for years i was alone and mocked and looked down upon. Me being awake for years has caused my husbands family to hate me and disown him and everyone think ive lost my mind and thay i have now brainwashed my husband. His parents tell our kids my huskand has no balls, because he doesnt put me in my place. they are apart of the freemasons. His mom is an Eastern Star and his dad is a shriner who is now in charge of the finances… he's the treasurer. i tried to warn mymothers inlaw and it went down hill from there. God told me He would vindicate me by exposing the truth. i never had a clue how he was going to do that but now i know. I thank God for Q. my heart has been extremely heavy for so long. it hasnt been an easy battle. Ive had to stand alone for far too long. Now i have my family of Truth… which outweighs the rejection of my family by marriage. i pray they awaken… come to their senses. its noce to meet you and to hear that you are also finding comfort and support.