Wow!! Exactly how I feel also! AU is my home where I can express myself without fear of being judged! I feel too everything has been a lie. The others im around dont want to hear it either. I still try to sow small seeds in hopes that they might grow into awareness but I dont shove it down anyones throat. They will wake up and dig when its their time to, or not. Thank you for your honesty!! Its hard to come by these days. When things settle down I hope that we can have a AU celebration somewhere. Someone suggested we should begin wearing tshirts with our AU handle so we would recognize each other out there in the world