Im sorry for sounding so rude, its never easy to experience loss, its hard to process anything that is happening right now, and not everything is in the power of the white hats sadly. They are doing what they can, for the most part. God is in control of everything, and sadly some people will leave seemingly prematurely. The bible has lots of reference to the end times, and the best way to navigate them is to stay close to God and forgive those who have crossed you. Perhaps a quick death was more merciful than a slow and painful permanent debilitating condition, leading to a painful death. The devil is around every corner, and its our duty to fight. Fear is false evidence appearing real. Be a shepherd, among sheep.