as the trainer that helped me after my stroke made me sick of hearing...embrace the suck! there's many people here with you that have had their worlds shattered in their own ways. if praying doesnt help, don't, but try and find some peace somewhere. your pic tells me nature might be best! for me silly nes games do the trick, funny story there is a summer tournament (watching a replay while browsing posts on AU)going where people play a randomized version of dragon warrior. your screen name is where the warrior finds the armor he needs to slay the dragon in the vanilla game!
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