The only reason I say this Chris because I have been put in a position at one time in my life that I had no other option other than to put it in gods hands. You may not get the answer that you want but be mindful of this burden that is being placed on you and ask God to put it in his hands. It’s a difficult thing to do because I’ve had to do it. Trust God and trust that God will not give you anything that you cannot handle.