To all of you warriors out there, I thank all of you! Since I started my journey well before this really took off (Q) I have learned so much the good bad the ugly and so on it blows my mind. But I put in so much time reading/links/researching...soaking it in, I am a walking sponge of info that it leaks out of me every day with people I work with/interact with... their minds are blown that I have been able to connect the dots so well and really paint a picture so well. I have a memory like a steel trap All I need is that slight moment where I have that....intuition to see/listen/hear/read/question/look/ and I see the opportunities to help open others minds carefully and it is working quite well people are listening and it IS making a difference around me as well as making me a much much better person to others and they feel it and I feel it. Hell my GF told me tonight that she has seen me transform/grow better lol over the last 4+ years as this journey continues. I was a major alcoholic