I would have nightmares, repent, and beg forgiveness from God. That is not okay. I would probably sue the show for allowing it....but I'm sure they have some loophole in the agreement/contract you signed to be on the show. He would get a major tirade about his evil choices and how he will personally have to account to God for them. I would be doing every physical cleanse I could think of....and no I don't eat at McDonalds or any fast food. Thankful I'm allergic to a lot of foods at this moment. Oh Dear God....someone hold my hair.