That's an excellent point. If we were still in our home in the DC suburbs life would be a living hell. I'm so glad we moved from there several years ago. Our once nice neighborhood became a hostile environment over the 10 years before we left. It was no longer safe and tensions were obvious just walking your dog. Not to mention traffic, crowded stores and supplies being exhausted. I'm so sorry you're suffering - I'm hoping it's going to be over really soon - I'm hoping we get really good news this coming week. We can only hope. Try to have faith. Repeat throughout the day positive beliefs or something as simple as "God help me this day." It's gotten me thru many a depressing time in the past. Prayers to you and family.