Thank you. Now it is time to take care of you and that will be another painful hurdle to cross. We are so use to taking care of others. God bless your grandma. 99 is a miracle these days.

i honestly think it was harder because i am awake. I knew what was going to happen but i was not going to deal with my brothers BS. i was not going to kill myself for them. My father made his choice. he worshipped my brother and unfortunately that did not work out for him. i can stand before God knowing i did what i could under the circumstances. i know if he did not get the jab and did not go into rehab he would still be here. My father never learned his lesson and trust me he was given numerous opportunities.

NOW I AM TAKING CARE OF MYSELF. FOCUSING ON MYSELF. MY FATHER IS HERE WITH ME. I KNOW BECAUSE HIS DOG STOPPED FOLLOWING ME NONSTOP AND NOW SLEEPS IN THE LIVING ROOM WHERE THEY BOTH SLEPT.

Even if my father did not get the jab he had a long road to recover ...

i watch all the videos on my phone and that brought my healing. i am proud to have the opportunity to help him stay alive and functioning. i also know he was getting very tired and was not living life the way he should have. Honestly, i do not think certain things would be fixed unless we did get to the med bed.

I prayed and fasted for God to save him and bring him home only if he was going to be able to heal and come home ( i knew he had the jab plus i knew all of my father’s issues. the jab would have made his life miserable and it was going to be a huge struggle to get him out of rehab) God told me to pray Friday. i always pray and fast 3 days. i knew what he wanted. i started friday and finished Mon. within 1.5 hours of breaking the fast he passed. i talked to him the whole just as if he was with me. i told him everything i knew about the jab and what would happen. i told him everything about the legal aspect and his treatment. i believe he wanted to come...