Feeling very low today my dad was buried this morning and after 5 years of looking after him while my brothers who didn't live near done nothing i was not welcome at his funeral so me and my kids went to the park we always sat with my dad in. My brothers didn't even tell me he had died i was still ringing his mobile for hours until i rang the hospital and they told me. Then to top it all off they refused me access to my dad bungalow until they had finished just to rattle me more and they left this...