If you have never lived without fear of judgement by anyone except the good Lord, then you should try it. I don't care if anyone is uncomfortable with what I say. I am not living for anyone's approval or living in fear of anyone's disappointment. I live a good clean life and all of my thoughts and actions are with good intent. I have no enemies (I know of) and have people that I respect and love and they return the same to me. There are no excuses for my failures as I know I tried my best. When there are victories, I can celebrate completely and live in that moment. This sounds like normal life, but for me it has been the exception and it is good, peaceful, and fulfilling. Peace and Love to everyone. Thank you for taking this journey with me. God Bless us all.