These are the symptoms and pain of being awake, but what is the purpose? Explain THAT, and we may actually find some peace. Currently, it is just exhaustion.

As far as I understand this, there are many already awake individuals on standby during the times of awakening. We do not like the energy of crowds and avoid loud and busy places, but once certain events will happen, our purpose will be helping, assisting and guiding those who awaken and will be confronted with so many things we already know. And until this happens, our energy helps to rise the collective energy field and consciousness.