Hang in there! I've been holding on since waking up in the '70s!!! Don't even get me started on the waiting game!! 😳😫

Hope and belief can either be wonderful ... or they can be heartbreaking. It hurts getting excited, then let down, time and time again.

Take frequent breaks. Return to center. Start anew. Sorry, but after decades of this %@#, that's the only advice I can give. *sighs*

Me now ==>>> 🤪

You are awesome…..cannot imagine
being aware that long,
alone in understanding.
This Catholic Church thing
meets Disney and the
Epstein Island colors….
Mother Teresa!

To everyone in my real life,
I am now the only one.
My sweetheart and I went to church
every week, all
over the country
until the Covid Shutdown
four years ago.
We were in
Las Vegas as he was building
one of two
Tractor Supply Company’s buildings.

We were invited to the
White House and Capitol
for the week of my birthday
April 14th…..
So this bullstuff about J6!
NO ONE WALKS IN TO THE CAPITOL!
In order to have the privilege to
enter that government building,
one must apply,
months in advance and
be accepted….

Last year, realizing we had not
been to church,
this time of year is a
big deal in
Catholicism,
my suggestion to ‘fix it’
was to attend Mass.
While we were in church,
I realized the most loved pope,
the statue,
had RED SHOES!
Somehow I am the
bad churchgoer.
Th

Yes. As you yell that you really know there is no control over this. I too have that terrible whisper that this is the biggest DS win of all, and God' timing could very well be letting it not get better but a cleanse by complete implosion. Yes the promise of Heaven is wonderful but living here and now is barely worth it. I am beginning to realize " the end is not for everyone" has a worse meaning than I first thought.

Thank you Lori….
I appreciate you.

I think we might be in for four more. I am not seeing “The Best is Yet to Come. Been saying that for four years. After a while you really gotta question how are we gonna survive this nightmare. Living hell!!

It truly has been Tracey.
We were in Denver last week and it
was like being in another country.
That change began in 2018.
How and why does anyone
give out free needles to the drug users?
My husband was building a
24Hour Fitness Center,
the drug users would be on
his job site,
high,
where he would have to call
law enforcement to clear them off,
before he could
run the job site.
They had zero consideration for the
hard working man!
Our country is being destroyed
from within!

How does anyone support those
drug policies?
That is just one topic.

I am thankful to communicate
my frustration here.
No chance we can tolerate
another year,
much less four.

Said a lot of prayers today.
Faith in God
will continue to
keep us strong.🙏🏽

Planting seeds and
growing a
Beautiful Garden this year.✨

You okay? Here's some unsolicited advice-this war cost me my sobriety, my family and my so called friends-almost my marriage and definitely my sanity. Two years later and God gave me back my sobriety, my brother and new friends. My sanity improves by the moment and my marriage is a miracle. Live your life my precious friend, this is going to take much longer than originally anticipated. Love to you.

You are
Awesome Sauce Ms Michele.
The Best Words a friend
could write.
Thank You!

No, earlier it was too much.
Said lots of prayers,
asked for my sanity.
Came back to see your
Perfect Words.
While my husband has been
working so hard,
this research became
a painful reality.
Started gardening a year ago….
perhaps planting seeds
will help pass the time.