Praying for you! Have you tried alternative methods of healing? If you wouldn't mind giving us an idea of what you are dealing with I am sure someone out there could offer answers. My brother came to live with me with Stage 3 lung ca. He refused traditional treatments. Agreed to alternative treatments. We used Fenbendazole (dog wormer) per Joe Tippins protocol, also applied hydrogen peroxide topically to chest and back. We played hertz frequencies for healing. Alkaline diet, essential oils, hugging, grounding, etc.. One that is very important is positive thinking. Say "I am well, I am healthy." Believe it with all your heart. Don't use words like "I am so sick" because you are manifesting your future. Be grateful for these blessings. Love yourself. Sending a big virtual hug to you.