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Funny thing about that walking thr the darkness, when the end comes, or my experience anyway, it is a bit of a strange feeling.

You are alone in every sense of the imagination because no one you have ever known, not spouses nor family or frens of any sort are with you. It is a journey as tho you are the only one existing, and there is a deep feeling of alone knowing you have to go by yourself the rest of the way, but at the same time you know that God is there with you.
While you may be alone in the Earthly sense, like you are walking thr a dark valley all by yourself, there is a calm, a peace that you feel God there with you.
I would have thought there would be a certain amount of panic, but it was calm, even tho I could see myself screaming in pain.

Yeah I know that probably doesn't make a lot of sense but it is really hard to put into words, perhaps because I can better discribe the sense of Earthly being alone than I can the "Never really being alone from God"