I feel like crying - today I entered back into 3D HELL... back with the golden handcuffs and forking money over to a corrupt IRS that doesn't exist... I am exhausted and tired of this .....

I have no idea what I am in for with being around people ... I became very comfortable staying at home and taking care of my family.... hardly ever conversing with anyone in the outside world... is it another test?...or just more torture...

STUPID SOUL CONTRACT I SIGNED... I still would like to see a copy of that...

Never in my life did I ever think most of my stress would be from being around people?---- Because I question that too--- how many are real?.... I am sooo sensitive .... (not in a oh you hurt my feelings kinda way)- but because I pick up on energies very easily....

I literally felt like I was just going through the motions... maybe I am a ZOMBIE?- Sure felt like one today... not that I know what that is like... but ... whatever - it didn't seem real.
Ok - RANT OVER !