I miss my dad so much.
Can't stop crying tonight,
My heart is hurting.
😢🙏🏼

Thank you frens for all the kind words last night, they really helped me get thru a rough, sad patch.🙏🏼 AU is such a blessing, the outpouring of love always amazes me. ✨💗✨

I'm headed back to NV this morning to see my mom. She is having surgery tomorrow and has her own health issues and I will be there for her like I was for my dad. Such an overwhelming and stressful year it's been. She is really struggling without my dad and the grief is consuming her. She has called suicide hotline more than once since his passing because she doesn't want to keep going.

Negative energy surrounds her and it will be a difficult trip for me, it's always a fight to keep the energy positive and high in that environment.

Praying for strength in the coming days. Love you all.