I can't believe the timing of your post.
I was just thinking that I want the old version of myself back. The version that trusted in the goodness of humanity and "leaders". The person whose life wasn't destroyed by jabbed and unjabbed, sighted and unsighted.
I want to feel like I am on the same planet as my mom and siblings. I am constantly trying to understand things I will never understand. It's hard being happy with all of what's going on around us. I hate chaos and long for peace and serenity.

But it’s really frustrating because the ignorant people tell you to shut up, call you crazy and laugh at you, right to your face, so it’s not EASY KNOWING THE TRUTH, but I realize it’s a gift from GOD to know the truth…….