For many its been years - we have lost the ability to have meaningful conversations - I dread having to be in a group of people - all it takes is one subject to be brought up and it could turn into a disaster - I recently lost my job bc I couldn't and wouldn't go along with the narrative I was told to follow. My boss watched me on video/surveillance all day and she told me to stop using certain words and phrases.. it's a different life we live - I am glad you were able to keep the family conversation somewhat safe.. but I know how you feel - nothing like a live conversation with others who are like minded...soon my friend - soon we will be able to speak and meet in person :) we were spread out for a reason !