Dad's 7th day in the hospital.
The days are long.

Spend alternating days and nights sitting on the little sofa in his room under a big window, looking at the sunshine.

There's a view of the Las Vegas strip, the International Airport and Nellis AFB. While dad sleeps I just watch the planes constantly landing and taking off. Occasionally hear a jet or two from the base.

I dislike this matrix city so much.
It's loud, dirty, oppressive, irritating and the constant bustle and neon glow is draining.

I come here for my family whom I love. If they weren't here I would never come back to this city. When I'm here I always feel the immense weight and darkness of this city. It is exhausting trying to stay balanced and find peace here. 😞

Just having one of those days where I really long for Anon Island.

Exhausting. 🙏 Take care of yourself. Otherwise you wont be able to care for them. Make a picnic and sit outside. Listen to the birds.❤️ ground.