Are you still placing your faith in doctors who "practice" medicine after finding out the medical industry hurt him and traumatized him in the first place? Did that damage cause you both live in permanent fear and PTSD? Fear of nothing helping, the utmost fear of desperation? Look at it from a larger perspective, and get out of the vicious circle of fear of failing, and start trusting there are many cures and you'll choose one that works best for you. Cut off the endless fear first, all different cures work better when you trust again.