Awake Elf @Awake_Elf
I never thought I would feel such deep grief and I just dont know how to heal, how do you even heal from loosing your dad when he was such an important part of your life?

If I had to live the previous year and a half up until December, on an infinite loop with all the pandemic bullshit, just to have him in my life, I would do it in a heart beat.
07:41 AM - Jul 29, 2022
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Awake Elf @Awake_Elf
29 July, 10:31
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💚 Thank you all for your kind words and I am so sorry some of you know my pain so well :( He was one of the very few people I could talk to face to face about the craziness in the world and he felt the same on many topics and he taught me so much, made me aware of so many things, he taught me to think critically and question everything.

I think my grief has hit me hard again as I need to start going through his possessions I have been given and it just hurts so much.

I don't know how to not feel guilty about donating some, as I can not keep everything.

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Victor This Guy @This_guy
29 July, 10:57
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🙏☝️🏁💜 ...i feel ya.💜🏁☝️🙏

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Kel Que @SwampDrainer19
29 July, 05:11
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sending healing vibes and love… I just lost my mother. nothing will ever be the same. 😍🥰

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Awake Elf @Awake_Elf
29 July, 10:10
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I am so sorry you lost your mum, the world seems so unfair sometimes.💚

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Southern Native @ncshortcake57
29 July, 04:59
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My Dad passed in July 2020 (my Mom in 2013). I had been living with & taking care of him for 6-1/2 years. The first 6-9 months was the hardest for me. I'm not sure you ever really "get over" losing a parent or a grandparent, especially when you're very close to them.... but you come to accept it. I'm no longer anyone's little girl.

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Awake Elf @Awake_Elf
29 July, 10:14
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Your dad is very lucky he had you to care for him, I can only begin to imagine the pain of loosing both parents.

I certainly havent accepted it yet, the dreams and nightmares are still haunting me and I keep thinking 'oh I will just call and ask dad, he will know what to do'.

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connie wright @cowri
29 July, 07:50
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It took me 21 years to get over my grief of losing my dad. I felt he was my protection from anything. He was never sick. (car accident) I had to make me hate him to move on. Hate him for dying, hate him not being there for me. I felt no one understood my pain. I would come home from work & cry.
You are not alone. There are many of us out here going thru the same thing or did. My dad died in 1981. Ask God to heal your broken heart. Bless you Friend. You will come thru 1 day at a time.

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Awake Elf @Awake_Elf
29 July, 10:20
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I am so sorry for your loss 💚 It's only been 7 months so I should probably cut myself some slack but its just so hard, he was my closest family member and I am just filled with regrets for missed opportunities.

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Leah MickeyD donated @LMickeyD
29 July, 07:46
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Praying for you 🙏🏻

'May the Lord bless you and keep you; may His face shine upon you and be gracious to you; and give you peace.'

Forever and ever.

In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.

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Awake Elf @Awake_Elf
29 July, 10:20
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💚 Thank you, it means so much to me that you care.

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Iam Mie @iammiele
29 July, 07:43
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🙏🙏🙏so sorry for your loss. He will always be with you in your heart. Hugs and peace be with you.

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Awake Elf @Awake_Elf
29 July, 10:22
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Thank you💚 I still need to go through boxes of his possessions I have been given, it is going to be hard.

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Cydalee Patriot @Cydalee
29 July, 07:43
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i am so sorry for your loss 🙏

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Awake Elf @Awake_Elf
29 July, 10:22
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💚 thank you

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