Awakening caused self discovery and healing while being on the receiving end of ridicule and even disgust. The result is a clarity i never dreamed i’d have. Yes, i’ve had the lowest days of my life. But i also now know healing and personal expansion. i am experiencing my own God-given power and strength. When i choose to do everything from a place of love rather than fear, a whole new world opens up.

I have felt this way for many years but never have know "why" till about 2.5 years ago. What I have learned though, is that staying true to who you are and in the interim, discovering yourself, has moved mountains of people in my path. They are drawn to whatever magnetism that I carry and some days try to pick it apart and other days, want more of it. That magnetism is the Creators hand in me. I know that now and "knowing" is being used to support those that hate me and dont understand and also those family members/ friends that trust me and watch where I go in a positive light. There is not much of a burden when we walk with our brothers and sisters in the anon world cause we all move through that path. Thank you all for sharing your moments and helping to create the movement for a more creative and positive world.

Been awake is a traumatic experience in itself by design you are ostracized by most people and called crazy you have to be strong mentally to cope

Agreed. I know I have taken damage. I also know I can't quit. There is a song I relate to by BOC (Blue Oyster Cult) that has some interesting lyrics. I think its called 1000 psychic wars. And yes I know their basis is evil, but the song still has substance. I can feel that pain.

gardening is saving me

This 10 year journey has become more about healing myself than anything. Accepting that I don't control God's will in my life, He does.I have learned to let Him lead me instead of me trying to handle the mess I made over the years. I have learned that "Be still" isn't just words, it is to literally stop everything, heal and grow. I have learned so much since I learned to be still first. Good Morning Martin. Hope you day is blessed😊 you touch many lives my fren.

This sure resonates with me, unfortunately...

So grateful for your post kind Sir. I pray everyday for the people in my life that have nothing to do with me because I am a horrible conspiracy theorist 🙏🏼 this morning God’s message to me was that I was doing his work, this is my path, the unawakened have their own path, I miss my only son, some days the pain is unbearable and then I am immediately brought to the stark reality of what this fight is about, the innocent children, our enslavement, the horrible abuses to humanity WW, I can do my small part as long as I have others fighting with me, we are not alone, power & strength in numbers❤️
Godspeed Patriots 🇺🇸❤️🙏🏼💥Enjoy Trump Rally❤️🙏🏼💥

God bless you Martin, you just interpreted how many are feeling and this is a good reminder to take care of self in order to be able to help others when called upon... Love you Fren💞🙏

This! Exactly!

Very well written and spot-on. The hardest part for me is stepping back and watching people I love be blinded by the narrative to a point of fear and self-destruction that I didn’t think was possible. I often remind myself that their walk is their walk, and mine is mine. Patiently I wait for them to awaken so that I can tell them that things will be alright. 🙏

An excellant thread!! So much truth! Everyone that shares like this, I find is very helpful. All truth/all helpful! Please, Lets keep this one going! ❤️🙏

An excellant thread!! So much truth! Everyone that shares like this, I find is very helpful. All truth/all helpful! Please, Lets keep this one going! ❤️🙏

An excellant thread!! So much truth! Everyone that shares like this, I find is very helpful. All truth/all helpful! Please, Lets keep this one going! ❤️🙏

agreed, very well said Martin. I had a bit of a melt down last night, not because I felt helpless, quite the opposite. I became over whelmed at knowing that God has had His hand on me all my life....protecting, gently guiding and loving me....little old me. I am so grateful to God and my anonup family.....family is everything!!!

Wait...so not taking a shower for 5 days, or staying in my pjs for 3 days might mean I'm failing to care for myself? Or wanting to eat a whole cake in one sitting? Until I learned to take breaks, I was a basket case. And, even now, I find myself with tears going down my face while driving. So much we've learned, and struggled through, while our families and friends think we've lost it. It's taken a toll in all areas of my life, but I'm coming out the other side letting go of some of the old patterns and beliefs that have held me back on this journey. And God helped me find AU at just the time I needed it...he used you Z, to find the community I needed.

That's why we need to take some mental breaks. I felt that way last night. The things we have learned would send most people into a mental institution.

Well said. Let's slso remind ourselves that we have much support all around us too. How many of us step up to lend a hand to one another when one is down. I have recieved more support from those on the digital battlefield than from my family or those whom I thought were true friends. Let's keep in mind all the support coming from the warriors.🐸💖 We are here for each other and WE never give up. It's ok and good to take a break, keeps us connected to the devine to reflect and then we come back stronger each time.😘

Thanks for this Martin. The battle wounds are fresh and deep. Trust is the biggest issue what and who do you trust

Well said, wounds are such a good description, Always new there where evil but not as much and to the extend as I have come to sadly realise most felt like it was hidden away in my sleep state. At first it felt like a Rude Awakening a nightmare that became real. The only real comfort I have found is in other Anons knowing we are going through this together, picking each other up when one is down 🙏Prayer🙏 seeing articles of dozens of children being saved and knowing that they will have a real chance at a good life. People finally being arrested and brought to justice. Most of Humanity are honest, good hardworking caring people we have just lost our way to connect in meaningful deep ways. Once Distractions are removed and the truth revealed we will have the time to heal, rebuild and reconnect and this is what I think the Great Awakening is really about. Seeing the truth, feeling the truth and healing from it to change our ways for the better. Stay strong, God bless x

Yeah, Ive told people that im overwhelmed im going to take a break, or i might not return & all i get is keep fighting , keep pushing on, yet they dont realise just how much we have gone through how much trouble we've had in our lives, how many hours we have spent here.
So, ive started to ignore these comments & im taking time off every 2nd day, I block out all those that attack me and also ignore those that tell me i have to stick it out, well until they have walked a mile in our shoes , they can keep their comments to themselves.
If i want to walk away , well, i will, i dont care what others think of me, i know ive already done my far share an lead a good fight.

This war has taught me patience but no doubt the death by 1000 paper cuts has worn me down. Just strap my armor of God on and fight another day. Where I used to think “ maybe today” I am now relegated to “hopefully in my lifetime” but I know God Wins.