Ok, this always craving cigarette thing has to STOP. It kills the vibe because I have to get up and walk away from the music. Perhaps I could have one more and by the time I crave another, this will be OVER. The cigarette is a trigger when I am doing something that makes me uncomfortable like talking about :

John Allen Cunningham Jr.
Tamura Charlene Cunningham/Luckett

Randy Wayne Allen
Diane Roberta Allen/Torres

They make me feel like absolute shit! It was easier to just forgive and forget, but that isn't the right thing to do. The right thing to do is see to it the angel of death knocks on their doors tonight. I always went back because I truly did love regardless of the abuse, what do they call that...Stockholm syndrome?