I was already labeled “a loss”long before any of this .... many years ago.... people never took me seriously and even when I was right, they would never admit it. To them I was an uneducated fool, not a college degree holder like my siblings and cousins, not even a high school grad, so that made anything i said less believable. Now all of them are hiding in fear, jabbed. 3 of my son-in-laws jabbed (against my pleas)in order to keep their jobs. A preacher told me years ago that this was coming, and I’ve been waiting and watching. I wonder what my purpose is here, nobody hears me, i’m just treading water. Not a decoder, can’t interpret coms, basically riding on the efforts of others. Lost my mind years ago.