So...it is now day 13 of this...flu...my whole family excluding my sister and her kids are all really sick. No docs...scared of doctors...a friend of mine is flipped on his stomach, heavily sedated, on remdesivir and a vent in ICU right now. I fear they would do that to me. So I wont go.
Its not getting better...just different/worse every day. I cant handle the panic attacks that come along with it anymore. I need help. Ive been taking quercetin..and honestly, I thought Id feel better already. But I don't. Im seriously considering going to the feed store for ivermectin. Does anyone know how much of that a 46 yr old male and female would take? Im getting desperate and this has been a scary adventure that I really want to be over. I cant afford online docs...so that really only leaves this option. If anyone has done it and knows whats up or can explain in a way Id understand, I would be ever so grateful. Thank you in advance?

it should be administered via weight…

I think im about 140..? Ive lost quite a bit being sick so maybe a bit less. The hubby is like 280.