I just saw a quote from someone “Fear kills more people than death”- it hit me, 6 years ago, when I had my son, I allowed fear to kill me (who I was). I’ve spent the last 6 years dealing with agoraphobia. I had moved away from my parents, friends, family to live in Maryland when I had my son (around the time of the riots in Baltimore) tensions had increased drastically during that time and I had personally felt the backlash from it all. It created a fear in me so great that ive only left my household a handful of times since. Fear killed me. I feel like my soul is lost and Im trying everything I can to find it. I dont ever speak my mind- publicly, privately or on social media and just felt like i hate to release this when I saw that quote posted. Maybe, just maybe Ill find myself again 💙🦋💙