John Qpublic
@Jamesbridgebuilder
13 June, 12:18
Folks I would like to ask what your opinion of being awake is.
For me it is the ability to think for myself. While I have things I wish were true I am able to put that on a shelf and find things that are true. I think it is the will to put my wishes to the side and except what can be proven over what I personally wish to be true. It is a painful thing to do at times because there are some truths I just do not want to face, I think that is true of all of us but I know that until I can stand against what we face with truly open eyes I will always wonder if I fell asleep again and didn't even notice. There is one thing that I do not need proof for and never will need proof for and that is my God. He is a feeling more than truth. He is much more to me than what anything in this world can offer. He is my strength and direction. Share with me if you will what you believe it is to be awake. All replies welcome with no judgement.
For me it is the ability to think for myself. While I have things I wish were true I am able to put that on a shelf and find things that are true. I think it is the will to put my wishes to the side and except what can be proven over what I personally wish to be true. It is a painful thing to do at times because there are some truths I just do not want to face, I think that is true of all of us but I know that until I can stand against what we face with truly open eyes I will always wonder if I fell asleep again and didn't even notice. There is one thing that I do not need proof for and never will need proof for and that is my God. He is a feeling more than truth. He is much more to me than what anything in this world can offer. He is my strength and direction. Share with me if you will what you believe it is to be awake. All replies welcome with no judgement.
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Telesia Birdwell
@Telese
13 June, 06:50
In response John Qpublic to his Publication
I think I have always been awake. It has been difficult because my family and friends were not. I couldn't say what I felt or knew. I didn't know how I knew things. I went through utter darkness, but God was my strength. I also just didn't watch TV. I thought it was a nuisance. My friends were few. I went through 10 years of darkness and attacks by the evil one. Jesus became my strength. I became spiritually strong through, so it was worth it. I have a direct connection to the light. Always leading, always guiding me. I am nothing without that connection and love. That is how I found like minded souls like you.
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John Qpublic
@Jamesbridgebuilder
13 June, 07:08
In response Telesia Birdwell to her Publication
I think in one way or another we can all relate to you. Life is never easy but why? It is because we seek self fulfillment and not God. Once we turn from self God provides everything else. God is truth and we are his warriors.
Your words are real gratitude and something we should remember when this has passed. It is hard to be grateful in times of plenty. We need to remember so we may never have to face them again.
Your words are real gratitude and something we should remember when this has passed. It is hard to be grateful in times of plenty. We need to remember so we may never have to face them again.
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Like you Nana's life has never been easy until the last 2 yrs.I have talked to God almost my whole life like he was my only fren& there were many yrs while I was raising my 2 kids alone that God was daily my refuge and only one I could talk to. I so understand where you are coming from. Hard but he never failed to provide for us.
Since he called me to this 2 yrs ago he has made an easier path for me to focus more on what he wants me to do here passing on his word. I turned it totally over to him.
I talked to God all the time my whole life but I never thought I would see him for real in this life in this earth suit.
I dont mind if some dont believe, there is a better than average chance that I wouldnt believe someone else telling me they actually saw God and received a message either. That is why I stopped telling ppl about my NDE yrs ago they just thought I was crazy & didnt believe me anyway, but he was preparing me for this. I understand now.No matter what happens he's got us.
Since he called me to this 2 yrs ago he has made an easier path for me to focus more on what he wants me to do here passing on his word. I turned it totally over to him.
I talked to God all the time my whole life but I never thought I would see him for real in this life in this earth suit.
I dont mind if some dont believe, there is a better than average chance that I wouldnt believe someone else telling me they actually saw God and received a message either. That is why I stopped telling ppl about my NDE yrs ago they just thought I was crazy & didnt believe me anyway, but he was preparing me for this. I understand now.No matter what happens he's got us.
11:54 PM - Jun 13, 2021
In response John Qpublic to his Publication
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King_Pengu the high and lofty one
@_King_Pengu
14 June, 10:13
In response Angels Here -Z to her Publication
https://youtu.be/xRA3pyb1W... some good tunes for nana, you know the rooster will never die
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14 June, 12:04
In response King_Pengu the high and lofty one to his Publication
It would appear not until God is good and ready!
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King_Pengu the high and lofty one
@_King_Pengu
14 June, 10:10
In response Angels Here -Z to her Publication
Story Time Nana, I was born wise, i was a good kid, an easy target for darkness, from as young as i can remember i was absorbing all the darkness around me, i was the fat kid, so other kids sucked, kids, teachers, teachers told parents i was difficult so parents were mad, i got yelleed at alot for not cooperating, would never do any work as i never needeed to try, i expedted more out of humans, and i was always disapointed, long story short, the pressure cooker created the person i am, God was training me to absorb evil and transmute the darkness and take the darkness away from those who were just showing me they neeed help, mostly my dad, who i needed to help , he was on a bad path with mental health and OCD, so music is a way i wanna heal mass amounts of people , its my purpose, to understand the darkness, channel it into healing, God always knew i could handle it, and honestly wouldnt change any part of my life, even tho it was harsh, i was always safe and protected, even guided
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14 June, 12:30
In response King_Pengu the high and lofty one to his Publication
I do know that feeling, my Mother hasnt made a decision since my Dad died in 91. I have always been the fixer, the one that puts pressure on the wound instead of running an screaming because the others just couldn't stand the pain or freaked out.
Nana also learned early in life to analyze, decide, act, next.
If it doesnt work dont fookn stew over it just go to plan B and so on.
Sometimes it gets a bit difficult being that one tho so take care of yourself, love yourself from time to time.
Nana also learned early in life to analyze, decide, act, next.
If it doesnt work dont fookn stew over it just go to plan B and so on.
Sometimes it gets a bit difficult being that one tho so take care of yourself, love yourself from time to time.
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John Qpublic
@Jamesbridgebuilder
14 June, 02:29
In response Angels Here -Z to her Publication
That is a fact. Nothing can change our lives like God. He has the power if we have the will.
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Back to the Future
@Backontrack
14 June, 10:01
In response John Qpublic to his Publication
Thats the secret.
Hoping, waiting will not change anything.
Anger is the driver, it gets you of your arse and takes you places.
The World needs to get angry.
Hoping, waiting will not change anything.
Anger is the driver, it gets you of your arse and takes you places.
The World needs to get angry.
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