Joey I didn't realize you were on the west coast. I thought you were a NY'er LOL I was and am serious. I am 65 and have been alone most all my life. So I consider myself a expert on being alone, but never feeling lonely. God has given me a ministry for widows and widowers. I didn't even realize the Lord had done that until about ten years later. Honey the only thing you have to fear is forgetting where the Lord has brought you from. When we forget WHO we are and where we are from, that is when we go haywire. Over the years you have given YOU away, to every snare and trap of this world. Read all of Ecclesiastes written by Solomon. Brother I hope you find comfort and peace and joy. Because YOU are truly LOVE