GOD has never left us.
Nana would beg all to look around themselves today. There are so many ppl that have life worse than me. I am so blessed no matter what happens I trust God to take care of my soul.
I would like to keep the earthsuit (with a few improvements) for a while longer but I am good with what ever God decides for me.

I have phyically literally felt the pain of a collective number of the Uyghurs in China mentally reaching out to the world for help. Most of us, not all, have no idea what real suffering is. Feeling their pain for just a couple of minutes just one day made me physically sick for 2 days. Thank you everyday God that I am me and not in their awful torture.

I did not say ALL, I said most of us. Some very well do know that depth of suffering and for all Nana prays everyday for God's grace to remove their pain.

Suffering has such a diverse landscape. Physical, mental, emotional, hormonal, marital, verbal... Jesus suffered as no one else because He was perfect and didn't deserve to suffer, and yet He chose that landscape to paint His love for us. I have suffered much in my life and am much stronger because of it. Not that I'd wish it on anyone. It's just that God uses it mightily for His purposes. And one day, it will stop. I am ready, too, at any time to meet Jesus face to face, but I guess not before my work is done here. God bless, Nana! xx