No not a joke, this was done to me. Born in 1957, Cedars of Siani (Beverly Hills). 18 years of child trafficking - porn, prostitution, honey pot ops, snuff films.

even though i ran away at 18 I had no concept of self. The word rape made no sense to me, i had no concept of a feeling. I grew uo physically, but my mind was shattered, conpartmentalized, my self split into multipleswith no real - self worth, love, dignity.

The healing process is long and has taken most of my life. At 64 im just beginning to "heal" sexually...just beginning to be "whole". Unlike those who get "Alpha" or other programming to function at a higher level our memories are stripped and destroyed so we cant remember people, places, names, dates...try to get through school wihout being anle to remember. Sort of an intentionally created learning disability.

God did not create us to be sexual robots for evil purposes

it is true, it is horrible beyond description.