To be a Christian, means a daily dose of hand to hand combat against the enemy.
Against the devil.
Against Satan himself.
Being a Christian is exhausting.
It is a never ending battle of the emotional and psychological struggle between good and evil.
The struggle is real because it tests you in every way.
You will wrestle with it.
You will succumb to it at times.
But you will continue to fight.
You may not always win.
But you will always fight.
Because the soul inside you knows the difference between light and dark.
Your faith and your soul can identify the difference in the grayness, when the light and the dark converge.
True believers may fail.
And then, they will ask for forgiveness, so that they may continue to remain in the fight.
Failure is acceptable, if you recognize it and repent for your sins.
And once you do that...
The fight will continue.
Daily.
Fight on.
Keep the faith.
There is glory to be found, once the battle ends.