Just a suggestion, get off the psych drugs and do a liver detox this is where the memory of addiction lives. Medical Medium has detox recipes and cleanses for the liver. He’s on FB and he sells his books on amazon, barnes and noble etc. but you have to discipline yourself and truly follow his methods. Psych drugs only will mess with your mind more and mess your body up slowly. This is just my suggestion because I care! Psych drugs killed my sister, brother and mother and are now killing my son, please get off them. Be strong!♥️🙏🤗🙏🤗♥️