I understand completely. My sister died from a horrible cancer 2 years ago. The doctor missed a problem in her colonoscopy. Even when she went back and said something must be wrong she was having issues he SMILED and said no it's ok. The cancer spread everywhere, her stomach filled with tumors, she couldn't eat for a year. It was so pitiful, she was the sweetest person anyone could meet. I will forever be angry with the horrible care she was given during her treatments and the cv vax that undoubtedly set her cancer on a path of total destruction. They would berate her when she decided to stop the chemo (the packages ARE marked poison). I am not happy with our healthcare system.