I’m not the same person who started this journey. I had a relationship of 8 years I gave up because he was fast asleep. I can’t do small talk anymore. Alone is my new favorite place to be with my own thoughts and opinions. Not sure how this will END but I now have no TRUST in anyone. We all need some HEALING. Someone on here said we would have PTSD. VK I think said it. He wasn’t kidding.