I don't watch Tv but ended up watching a clip from Tv on Youtube where Michael Richards (Kramer) met up with Jerry Seinfeld (himself).
Jerry told Michael about their fame, "We are just raindrops on a windsheild."
I can't be proud for "waking up". It happened through no feat of my own. I was born a raindrop, that my Creator dropped from the sky, and used his finger upon me to smear me this way and that as he made me allign to His purpose. I haven't even conquered my own free will yet nor finished killing off my earthly desires; and when/if I do, it can only happen with His help.
Jesus said not one of us could add a cubit to our own stature.
I can be no more proud for being "awake" than I can be proud for being born white, or born a woman.
BUT I can be happy, and feel loved, that God chose me.