A growing relationship with God is number 1 on my list and reason enough for me to do it all again.

Aloha Martin
Congratulation!!
You made it!!🙌
A fresh slate has appeared
This your story.
Your movie
Make it great.
Everywhere you go,
There you are 😊
I'm happy for you. 👋👋

The costs are tremendous. I guess they've been targeting us from the very beginning, doing everything they can to break us. They very nearly succeeded in my case.

- Pushed to consider suicide at the teenage years
- After that, walked 25 years alone. I was foretold that this would happen at the teenage years
- A number of ideas and inventions stolen over the years
- "Welfare" steals about 2/3 to 3/4 of my labor
- Lost majority of friends for speaking out and speaking the truth in the last 7-8 years

Not poor, but not rich either. The strange thing is that I think 2023 has still been one of the better ones! The vibes are improving

Hi Martin, I’ve told you I love you so many times. And it’s true, your pictures and writing move me!!💕
I lost a job, almost lost another job, and still worry about it. I’m working so hard it’s crazy. I do a fantastic job with my clients, but the bosses want more and more and more. I’m trying to keep up with the repairs on my house and it’s really getting comfy, but there’s so much more to do. I’ve lost so many people along the way. Yes they think I’m crazy and my former sweetie drinks Budweiser.
I Hurt all the time from the physical work that I’m putting into my property. I’m emotionally exhausted from defending myself and continuing to try to push people forward with love, light,and hope. I’m mentally exhausted from the production pressure with my employer. I’ll probably drop dead soon but believe it or not I’m happy..tired sore exhausted but happy. ☀️😊 I ate a delicious pepper, tomato, herb salad for dinner straight from my garden.

The amount of love I have for my fellow Anons is the second greatest love in my life (God first of course, well and my family). I will never meet most, but am so much a better person - stronger, more trusting in my intuition, less afraid to speak truth as I believe it - and I’m so blessed to have every single one touch my life in some way!

Sometimes I think the experience of isolation has been designed to help us see where we need stronger boundaries to protect ourselves. I remember my mom once telling me you have expectations that are way too high, nobody could ever fill them, and me responding that yet my standards have been quite low based on what I was willing to accept in place of love, care, trust and respect. As painful as this has been for some of us, I am hopeful we will all emerge from this space and time with better boundaries, self-respect, and self-care. Expect people to push back when you stand up for yourself. It is very common in families that one person is the scapegoat/target/black sheep and the others do not like it when you stop filling that role.

Your Cup Will Always 🐝 full…

I agree about the self worth statement. I have gained it from this experience and there's a lot I won't tolerate now because after 62 years of not feeling enough or worthy, I now realize that I am. That alone makes it worth it.

🙏🙏🙏💗💗💗God bless you Martin!

I wouldn't hesitate to do it again either. As hard as this has been at times not being here, not being an anon would have been MUCH harder.

God bless you Martin!

I do not count friends lost as a casualties of war. I count that as enemies exposed.

#BlessUp

THIS THIS THIS !!!!! GOD BLESS YOU MARTIN GOD BLESS US ALL FOR THE FIGHT WE HAVE ENDURED

I know how you feel. My life is not what it was and yet I am at peace. I could never understand this feeling that I've had since such a young age. A feeling of waiting, but waiting for what? I would mention it but it was not understood by others. Now I know it was for this time. Grateful for my AU friends. Martin you are appreciated and I loved beyond measure. A truly noble soul you are Martin! 💖

Perhaps why so many you don't know love you so.

Sometimes I'll be outside in the garden and think about you taking all those beautiful photographs - sending a little thoughtful prayer your way. Surely I'm not the only one. :) Collectively we continue.

🇺🇸🙌💞

With U Martin, Tk u
All the way too the End Of the line.
WWG1WGA! WW
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You are highly respected Martin.

I remember the spiritual understanding you mentioned. It gave me encouragement.

Basically same story here, man...and I don't want any of it back.

Martin, we are so grateful to have your beautiful soul as an influence in our lives. We are so much richer for it.