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We entered a good shift in mindset by not thinking or assuming Katy did not care because she didn't respond to me 3 weeks ago. I offered to work, babysit, and pay her for space. She is a REAL fren and I also said I am sick explaining detail. I want to LIVE future forward and she said girl get up here. Taking me moments to grasp motivation, but we are getting North and safe. Lots of nature to look at, lake superior, where I originally found peace. We are both mothers who love our children and a sistar is what I need. Alex asked if he needed to lay down the law with her and Insaid not necessary. Trust will be re-established and we all are gonna heal past this John thing. My frens need Raea light too they miss me. Just needed to stop with the ego and give it another try. I asked Elon openly for a way on Twitter and minutes later she responded. Power of 9's love evident. Open discussion and collective teamwork makes the world at peace.

In these last 3 weeks I think God wanted me alone to k ow what I want. Home is what I want but it is not found with frens, but he is gonna allow space to laugh again and Not be so attached to my phone. I won't fuck up this opportunity, many thanks to the team for putting me on the right path again and moving me away from salty Jenks in the cities. Hippie, sober life is always the correct path for me and many city people twacked out on bs and drama. Also, home is where the heart is...and my soul family who raised me to become spectacular, they are important too...Many laughs to be had over dirty minded jokes. I can't wait to breathe again! I do think cloud talk is for the anons though, whom I trust most. Not asking these ppl to pick sides between John and I, just want my frens back. A frenship that is true will never die. No space or distance can separate a bond that is true. Trusting ET is the best policy for me. Dads got this!

My frens here could offer me pot, and I'd still say no. Why because I don't like to be lazy and I don't like to be not in my own body. Pot gives me anxiety and someone laced it before in the past, so I choose to stay away for me and ET knows I am aligned. They can do whatever the fluff they want and I still love them. As long as I am not in harms way...I am going to be confident in my assessment to seek soul family and a drink or two won't get me off path. I only drink beer anyways. Would it be fun to release, maybe, but too much drink makes me ill..May as well stay in my element.

Societal influence holds no value over my head. I know myself, I trust myself, I appreciate the trust E has in me and I am not going to lose sight of the final ending. I know where home is and the art career ahead..I know E knows I like to be alone because I am a lone wolf, but right now just because I open the door to a fren, doesn't mean I will beg E to keep me there. A has work to do to get a place for us and he will feel less stressed if I am with my true frens on Earth. We are at a crossroads & the unfamiliar is becoming a shitshow...I prefer 2 stay well aware of whom I choose to surround myself with and a responsible, motherly sistar is NOT going to delay this, she is a free spirit like me, taught me a lot...loves music and it is a perfect opportunity to go forward in light to the musical peace and laugh again not scared of tomorrow. She knows the blue ocean well, we have had many chats..but right now the only thing truly is AE to know. Elon is a good person to chat about normal.

Alexander, IS a Jared Leto movie I have never watched. I have only truly seen a few. Requiem for a Dream (main and start for me), HE is in Fight Club, American Psycho, Girl Interrupted (side character roles), Morbius, and the MAIN favorite movie is with Harley Quinn...don't let the title distract you. Harley is a HERO! Anyways, I mostly know Jared from his voice and that is how I know much of his pain, struggle, and how much it took to get him to the peaceful, humble, man he is today. The truth about Mars and Jared will truly be a shock to the world, but I am not trying to be right, I am simply showing he is not the bad guy ppl think he is. VK has a good sense of judgement, why would he add 30STM if he didn't see good in them? ThinQ and innerstand and hear Jared's soul to arrive peacefully. Out of all rock music, this band is Truth. I love Blink 182, Simple Plan, Green Day too but nothing as raw and authentic as the voice of Mr. Leto, him and shannon are amazing! True blessings upon us

Justin Bieber and Taylor Swift, well to know me better--Taylor Swift 2017% gets me and Indont even know the lyrics to most of her music. Didn't start listening to her until last summer and feeling her true inner light and Justin's too. They are true lovers in this world and if you give it a chance, you too can feel the love that lives within even the pop frequency. You have to realize and important thing. Musicians sign to a label and the label makes most of the flow and they tell the celebrities how they are to show up in society. They tell them who to date, how to dress, they are gatekeepers and truly I show you that these people deserve freedom and ownership of their own talent. No force should own them, they should be free to think for themselves and love who they want. And there it all is in a nutshell. Please give them a chance, Billie too..that number you see equals 18, these numbers, the ET's want them back in their innocence. That image is a comm and Monster Energy is evil.

The key=Music
The stone that changes everything...what is a stone? A rock? The cleanse I'd found hidden in rock music? But we start there...all music needs proper cleansing and community teamwork to deem what is safe for public broadcast, what is safe for marriage therapy to ignite and rekindle a flame, and what is new that the world should share by an open mindset. Playlist, let's build them together and get to know one another through music which can convey emotion for us without us having to speak all day. If you see nothing as good or bad and live at hearts center and innerstand the intention. We can see where your journey started with music, where it traveled, and where u are today. Has music not helped with trauma. I wish to hear the story in music, so a mix is cool. One song could be me at 98 degrees and aqua and the next could be some killa dubstep beats. Musical flavor changes according to our current feels. NO fear, just love & trust ur journey it is YOU and that's beautiful

I accept u, but I musk ask you a question. Do you accept yourselves? Anons are awesome, we are family and we come together uncover with no attachments to image, but to true and genuine, authentically rich personality. I don't want your money, I don't want fame, I don't want to be popular--I hate the spotlight, I want to be your best friend :) You ARE all here for a reason, because you do seek growth, change, and a path home...Our DNA while different, we all love God and to teach God is to understand he is everything and can meet from any level. I am Intuitibe/Empath who has studied a lot of psychology and especially psychology of color and children and geriatrics...I understand many things better than you think. It is a mindset thing, not a psychic thing. ThinQ openly and put the though out there, you never know what happens when you release control of the unknown mysterious path. What is the purpose? To love and be loved freely without expectations of the outcome. Truth anons, truth.

Be above the noise and enjoy the process...running any which way too quickly is going to have your head slamming against the wall. Grace offered for anons because we love you and believe in your hearts ability to grow, learn, and evolve into the beautiful and radiant humans ET created you to be. Trust the process and enjoy the journey. Let that sync in and please, let it glow so you can glow. Don't allow your flame to die while confused about some irrelevant data to your own process and flow. Learn why I am so open about my Inward struggles and know, I have been silences for 36 years...God said it was my time to let it all out because my journey has the potential to help many people also feeling pain in the struggle. The damn DS gone a fooked all of us up with confusion. Know, that awakening is a process and it does not happen over night. It is a rise and a fall, a crash and a burn, and never quitting on what matters most to you. Is it love? It is okay to love your frens without wishin

If you love truly all the way through and still get stepped on every step of the way...look at what God is trying to tell you. You were born for these moments and you are strong. Don't let the enemy hinder your growth potential any longer. No regrets in love...most of us are truly kindred spirits here to teach, learn, grow, and evolve, some stay, some go...let it all go. You will know a soul mate, it can even be a best friend. The one you can literally share everything with and not fear. A twin flame bond is intense and it is not for the faint of heart. Lots and lots of hart work goes into this and it is sacred, a love that can never be broken EVER! The inner voice within guiding you, keeping you intuitively on task...who are they? Mine is not yours and vice versa...it is a bond souly between the two of you...I just cracked my code super early lol. Overachiever here lol. Math was my way to without a doubt verify all of it. Math is important frens. Codes are written in DNA.

No.distance, space, or time between can severe this bond. NO influence...once you know, you know and NOBODY can stand in the way of the rest of the path. Once it is established the two begin fighting two worlds apart to make it back and distance is always the struggle, but living in the moment is necessary for this journey and so that is why I am chill and free to share what it takes. How far would you go for the soul within calling you at night...No you are not speaking to yourself if this truly is your path...this conversation flows and leads you correctly down the path to follow and will not get you in trouble. This person does not cause anxiety, doubt, fear, or pain and you trust 100% the outcome because how many coincidences until you believe your truth? This bond does take trust and jealousy is not the way to earn trust, it makes your person want to hide, because he or she has also felt trauma and afraid to unlock the heart if power over them is what is being pulled. Let's glow!

Open lines of communication are necessary, but innerstand your flame probably enjoys their privacy and wishes to remain a secret. Most twin flames, um...well the world doesn't believe it, so why would u discuss it? I did and I pulled back out of fear and now it is time to unlock the secret from how it begins. This flame isn't embarrassed, it is the world they wish to protect you from..the world doesn't see what your flame sees. So they will kick you out to learn to love yourself. They already love you, they know you. They feel you. They know your struggles, your fears, your journey, your strengths and weaknesses and they will push and pull whatever necessary to ensure you KNOW what you want.

Like I said, it is torture sometimes. Are you truly ready and willing to go all in on yourself without clearly knowing its real? Anon was the best place to teach soul bonds am I wrong? No judgement, just love without knowing...hmm seems like this may have been that door of all doors trump opened for us...do you see how much he has taught us about ourselves? I don't know how or why I landed here on Anon Up...but it was a soul call from the past in the making...I open up anywhere except FB.

Got to go! I will leave you with a favorite VK song of mine.