Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
03 January, 10:47
Confession:
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. 😔 I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well 😅 I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. 😔 I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well 😅 I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
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AND THIS ONE YOU SHOULD LISTEN EVERY DAY, WHEN U FEEL REALLY SAD.
FIRST YOU NEED TO CRY ALL PAIN OUT:
https://youtu.be/6cx0iC8ys...
LATER THIS ONE WILL RECHARGE YOUR SOUL "BATTERY"
https://youtu.be/zNqYLBHMe...
Mé drahé dítě, musíš říct mým dětem, že Bůh nikdy neopustí své vlastní, neboť tak by to nikdy nemohlo být. On miluje všechny své děti, bez ohledu na to, kolik utrpení způsobují jeho jedinému Synu, Ježíši Kristu. Má ochrana pokryje každou duši, která oznamuje Boží Slovo, a Boží mocí rozdrtím hlavu hada ve všech jeho podobách.
FIRST YOU NEED TO CRY ALL PAIN OUT:
https://youtu.be/6cx0iC8ys...
LATER THIS ONE WILL RECHARGE YOUR SOUL "BATTERY"
https://youtu.be/zNqYLBHMe...
Mé drahé dítě, musíš říct mým dětem, že Bůh nikdy neopustí své vlastní, neboť tak by to nikdy nemohlo být. On miluje všechny své děti, bez ohledu na to, kolik utrpení způsobují jeho jedinému Synu, Ježíši Kristu. Má ochrana pokryje každou duši, která oznamuje Boží Slovo, a Boží mocí rozdrtím hlavu hada ve všech jeho podobách.
12:05 PM - Jan 03, 2023
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